WebKittyn Warbles

 

Friday, February 09, 2007

Bleh


Today sucks. So far today sucks.

Yesterday was cake, today sucks.

I would trade my soul for a pack of cigs right now. I HAVE a pack of cigs right but now - sitting right here - but I'd rather be cranky and mopey and emotional and volatile than WEAK. Weak weak weak. Giving in to this crap is a sign of weakness.

I really want a cigarette though.

Coughed up some yucky stuff I won't describe but it was foul and I feel foul and the whole effin' world is FOUL.

I think I'm going to curl up on the couch. It's cold in here, it's "23, feels like 10" up here and I've got the window open about 6 inches. It feels good. I like cold, I love cold. Curl up on the couch and be nauseous (even the weed is making me nauseous) and try to let the will win out over the want.

Today sucks and it's only 4:30.

Warbled by WebKittyn at 03:23 pm in
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