WebKittyn Warbles
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Good Riddance February
February sucked.
I'm sorry my entries as of late have all been either sad or bordering on sad. I hate that I come on here and I have nothing happy to warble about, it's just overwhelming sad of an empty house and a father who now calls him Marley as he drags his oxygen chain behind him.
February sucked.
I've been having major problems trying to remain cheerful for extended periods of time. I'm ok for a while but it never lasts, something hits. Last night I was ok, working on the list for the show and chatting with Jeckles on Yahoo and for no reason it hit, my first birthday in a decade where there won't be a scratchily written birthday card from Claude with a paw print on it and the very first time I'll see me dad with his new tubing is on my birthday. Exit decent mood, exit and run.
Not that I'm giving in to it, I'm fighting it like a warrior. I've got my happy pills, two types. Something I've never tried called Sam-e and my Source Naturals Mood Balance with the serious amounts of St. John's Wort and some Siberian ginseng. I did some serious early Spring cleaning yesterday when I felt the mood start to slip, at least I was able to channel the emotions into something productive.
As of right now I've managed to move all my DVDs to the guest room and put them in alphabetical order. You can sit on the floor in there now, the floor re-appeared. I managed to corral all the books that were scattered around and now they're all together and broken down, reminding me I need to read them.
So I make no promises to anyone except that I'm going to try like Hell to combat the blah that was February and try and be a little better in March. Thanks for sticking with me through the muck.
My DVD list is here if anyone wants to see it.
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