Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Happy Birthday, Dad

Today is my father's birthday. He would have been 77. It's the first one without him and I don't need to say how difficult today is already and it's only 2AM. It's going to be a really hard day for my mother.

I remember last year, how happy we were to have him home from the hospital and here with us for his birthday. He wasn't up to going out but we had a nice dinner in and it was just enough to be with him. I would give anything to go back a year.

Happy birthday, Dad. I haven't made it through a day in the past ten months without breaking down in hysterics. I miss you so much it kills me, there's so much I see every day I know I would be laughing at with you or sharing with you. I hate not having you here and I don't know if I'm ever
going to be alright again.

I'll try and think of the good times, of the many birthdays we spent together and celebrated the good things and smiled and loved. I'll try but it's not easy.

I love you, Dad. I miss you. Happy Birthday.

1. *HUGS*

   Thinking of you, sweetie.

   Nicki  on  11/04  at  10:42 AM

2. Happy Birthday Chuck! Thinking of you Webkittyn and mom.

   Mare Martell Stotler  on  11/04  at  05:58 PM
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