WebKittyn Warbles
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Stuck in the Past
Dear Hideous Beast of a Woman-
So I hear tell from one of your own 'friends' that once again when you need a scapegoat you go looking for me. This is fine, I understand you need someone to blame and I'm an easy target but an inaccurate one.
Why is it that when 'women' need something to be catty about, the first thing is always to call the target jealous. Jealous of what? Let me see. Must be your scinitillating job as a rent-a-cop. No, no, it's your lack of financial stability. No, I've got it! It's your ass, I WANT that ass! I know you can't possibly still think that a year later I even think of him, even you can't be that deluded. Unless he suddenly morphed into Al Pacino and I missed the transition, I would hope you wouldn't be that silly.
Is it really so hard for you to grasp that other people besides myself find you as utterly unappealing as I do? Not in the physical sense, I had my one laugh at your expansion. I'm talking about your ugly personality. Your insecurity in constant flux with your 'ego,' your thinking a year later I would waste 10 seconds of my life reading your livejournal. I read one livejournal and one only, I can't tell you the last time I've been by yours. I would also have no problem leaving my name on a comment if I left one, you inspire no fear in me. Last thing I would want is anonymity if I had something to say.
I suggest you take a closer look around you and don't blame innocent people for things they didn't do and find intensely juvenile. I did go and look after getting the email that 'the she beast is at it again' and sorry hon, you're wrong. You'd have to have something to be jealous of and I can't think of anything. Oh wait, yes. A silly boy way too young for me who was looking for a way out of it all a year ago. Yah, that's what I live my life for every day. I was actually surprised to see you're still harbouring on what transpired a long time ago. Move on, please.
Maybe it was an acid flashback, I must be jealous of your acid dropping habits as well.
Just so we're clear. I don't like you, you don't like me. Doesn't mean I lower myself to leaving anonymous comments to you, I have never been a behind the scenes player. If I have something to say I don't mind saying it up front, I think that's what bothers me. I don't pretend if I don't like a person. I don't go out of my way to be nasty to or about them but I don't pretend I like them in any situation. That's the difference between secure and insecure. I don't have to pretend.
I wish you happiness. I think you and he deserve each other and the life you've built and I'm just glad for the fact that you exist in no part of my world anymore. Even in this bit of negativity I find the positive. Now go find the real culprit.
And for the rest of the women out there who employ this tactic I say - stop using 'she's jealous' as your excuse for everything. Chances are it's inaccurate and only you end up looking small. Not everyone who doesn't love you is jealous of you.
To my friends reading this who are scratching their heads and saying 'huh?' I say ignore this bit of drivel. I had to respond to an email I got this morning where I was accused of being jealous and leaving nasty anonymous comments on a LJ. Now that it's over I can get back to feeling good about my life and life in general. If I did something, I don't need to hide behind it. Never will.
Now back to our regularly scheduled cuddling of kittens, puppies and embracing all that is positive.
<-- Steal me!
