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Friday, June 08, 2007
Get Off Your High Horse
Dear Condescending Asshat,
At this time I would like to invite you to climb down from your high horse and to please remove that smug and holier-than-thou stick from your ass.
Yes you stupid shithead, I am a smoker. I will always be a smoker. Tell me something I don't know.
If it's a superhero you're looking for then go see Spiderman 3 again. I am a smoker and I am a human and you know what? Sometimes I'm weak.
*GASP*
Get over it and get over yourself. Make it 120 days and then come talk to me.
I am not back to old habits. For the past two weeks I've been weak and yes, I had a mild relapse. Slight. I didn't go back to my brand and the 2 pack a day habit I quit. I've got the lightest cigarettes out there (Capri, they're a joke) and I smoke 2 a day. 2. 2 capris.
That does not give you the right to look down your nose at me and say in that condescending tone "so you're a smoker again" and "1 leads to 2, 2 leads to 4, 4 leads to 8" like you're some goddamn expert.
You're also wrong. I know exactly what's up with me. I have no physical cravings, these are mental ones and I get this.. Lots of adjusting and stuff going on in my life and although a good bit of it is positive, I've been dealing with the bad with my 2 cigs a day.
Fucking shoot me now, okay? Would that make you happy? Shoot me and bury me in a bed of Parliaments.
I don't like that I'm doing it, even without you adding your superiority. I understand there was a time I would have been tickled pink with only 2 pseudo cigs a day but I would rather it was none.
The patch isn't cheap. Now that I can, I'll get another box of step 3 and do it for the 2 weeks. It's 2 a day because sometimes I'm weak. Get over it, I know I will.
There are a lot of people who don't even make it 120 days and they go right back to the usual brand and the pack a day or more habit. I'm actually proud that if I had to relapse it was like this.
You haven't done it, don't opine.
I don't look to my friends to be judged and talked down to like I'm a failure. No one ever heard me say I'd be able to do it 100% the first time, I didn't think I'd even go 50+ days after the last patch and the fact that I know why I'm doing it and look forward to ending it counts for a lot. This is a minor relapse and I don't need to be treated like some incurable heroin fiend by someone whose job it is to show support.
Wonder Woman doesn't live here. Just a simple human who is sometimes weak and looks to crutches to help sort things out. Shall we stone her to death now?
Hey asshat?
Piss off.
Thank you.
-kittyn
At this time I would like to invite you to climb down from your high horse and to please remove that smug and holier-than-thou stick from your ass.
Yes you stupid shithead, I am a smoker. I will always be a smoker. Tell me something I don't know.
If it's a superhero you're looking for then go see Spiderman 3 again. I am a smoker and I am a human and you know what? Sometimes I'm weak.
*GASP*
Get over it and get over yourself. Make it 120 days and then come talk to me.
I am not back to old habits. For the past two weeks I've been weak and yes, I had a mild relapse. Slight. I didn't go back to my brand and the 2 pack a day habit I quit. I've got the lightest cigarettes out there (Capri, they're a joke) and I smoke 2 a day. 2. 2 capris.
That does not give you the right to look down your nose at me and say in that condescending tone "so you're a smoker again" and "1 leads to 2, 2 leads to 4, 4 leads to 8" like you're some goddamn expert.
You're also wrong. I know exactly what's up with me. I have no physical cravings, these are mental ones and I get this.. Lots of adjusting and stuff going on in my life and although a good bit of it is positive, I've been dealing with the bad with my 2 cigs a day.
Fucking shoot me now, okay? Would that make you happy? Shoot me and bury me in a bed of Parliaments.
I don't like that I'm doing it, even without you adding your superiority. I understand there was a time I would have been tickled pink with only 2 pseudo cigs a day but I would rather it was none.
The patch isn't cheap. Now that I can, I'll get another box of step 3 and do it for the 2 weeks. It's 2 a day because sometimes I'm weak. Get over it, I know I will.
There are a lot of people who don't even make it 120 days and they go right back to the usual brand and the pack a day or more habit. I'm actually proud that if I had to relapse it was like this.
You haven't done it, don't opine.
I don't look to my friends to be judged and talked down to like I'm a failure. No one ever heard me say I'd be able to do it 100% the first time, I didn't think I'd even go 50+ days after the last patch and the fact that I know why I'm doing it and look forward to ending it counts for a lot. This is a minor relapse and I don't need to be treated like some incurable heroin fiend by someone whose job it is to show support.
Wonder Woman doesn't live here. Just a simple human who is sometimes weak and looks to crutches to help sort things out. Shall we stone her to death now?
Hey asshat?
Piss off.
Thank you.
-kittyn
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