WebKittyn Warbles
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Saying Goodbye
This is written for me. I've cut it for everyone else.
Some will understand, some will think I'm a dumbass. I don't care, it's not written for other people's opinions.
I am not dealing well at all with the death of Claude. I am a bit surprised how hard it's hitting me, how crippling the hurt is and how much this house is filled with Claude. I can't function, I don't want to function. I want to curl up on the bed and cry until I sleep away the day. I asked Dale to pick up a bottle of Excedrin PM so I can sleep through tomorrow and not have to feel.
I am not ashamed of the extent of my sadness. I am all about emotion and my life is based on emotion and right now it's all a gripping sadness and gaping void and it's winning.
This is my goodbye to my best friend who left me too soon and without any warning.
This is my way of trying to deal with a sadness I am losing to. It's for me.
Some will understand, some will think I'm a dumbass. I don't care, it's not written for other people's opinions.
I am not dealing well at all with the death of Claude. I am a bit surprised how hard it's hitting me, how crippling the hurt is and how much this house is filled with Claude. I can't function, I don't want to function. I want to curl up on the bed and cry until I sleep away the day. I asked Dale to pick up a bottle of Excedrin PM so I can sleep through tomorrow and not have to feel.
I am not ashamed of the extent of my sadness. I am all about emotion and my life is based on emotion and right now it's all a gripping sadness and gaping void and it's winning.
This is my goodbye to my best friend who left me too soon and without any warning.
This is my way of trying to deal with a sadness I am losing to. It's for me.
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